Merry Christmas to all

I am sure 99% of you on my MySpace page right now are out partying or having eve dinners with the family, or else, just out there in the snow/rain/crazy lighted streets. Well good for you, because at least you're having fun. And if you're out alone, at least your out there containing yourself from whatever you are feeling right now. Or else, it's not even Christmas eve yet, depending on which end of the Earth you're living in.

I am indoors, it has been raining all day this Christmas eve (to those of you in the crowd at Orchard Road, HA HA HA) and as much as my self esteem is being stabbed by the spear of mended hearts, I still give a little smile as I draw smilies on my kitchen window. I love the cold, it grips tight to my skin and pulls my eye lashes along with my lids like a shutter, and how my nose just get red and, occasionally, like now, in a few seconds I erupt to a...sneeze.

I wipe my laptop screen hoping everyone else is doing well because it's Christmas when every other TV show just reminds me that it is a happy celebration and where every shares and cares and smiles and...everything you can think of. Uhh, yes, I do watch television during holidays because it's always nice to see snow on TV, seeing how Singapore never snows. And also because I am stuck at home coding my final year project (FYP) like crazy because submission is on the 5th of January. I don't think you'd see the word "PARTAY" for New Years' either.

Howevafafa, I am having a sleep over at Lyds' with my girls (yet to be confirmed though), and THAT GIG is on the 27th, so hopefully that MIGHT spell "PARTAY" and give me something to look forward to before the year ends. OH fresh news is just in, the sleepover is a go! HAHHAHAHA -- UHM. ANYWAYS.

Truth be told, since 2003, Christmas always remind me of times when I had Westlife singing Christmas songs on my stereo while it rains outside. I'd just look out the window, and cry because I know I am alone for that very Christmas and every other Christmas to come. I know that even with someone new (which hasn't happened yet) or with loved ones, there will be a little hole in my heart refusing to heal, because of one who left with that part of my heart, who probably smoking it like it's weed right now in the skies.

I will not get over that 19 year old, who will stay 19 forever, and I have moved on with life, in which I have because it's been five years now that he flew up to the skies and come back down when I least expect it.

I usually don't do Christmas blogs (I think this is the first one), because I don't celebrate this commercialised holiday in which I love only for the sale that goes on every store (I'm Singaporean like that). I must, too, assure you that I am not a party person, so Christmas invites are usually responded by a text on your hi-tech-gone-paycheck phones that reads, "I don't think I'm making it out tonight, have fun for me :D". I have denied about 7 parties in two Christmases (you're probably thinking, "HA LOSER, only SEVEN?" but fa to the ahck to the yoo to the ooohoo), and I am not saying that you shouldn't bother, just keep the invites in, I might...surprise you in years to come? I don't know.

Anyways, Merry Christmas, be good kids and stay alive. I do not like the idea of you shooting up to the skies leaving your family a mark of your act without being able to say goodbye.

Till the next personal blog,
<3

P/S: PINA COLADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSS!

Updates and Band Of The Week

Heyyyyyyyyyyyy,

it's been a while since I've updated the site or anything, and my gallery is hellllla outdated.

Bad news is, I've been caught up with school, and I PROMISE that after my school presentation on the 7th January, I will update everything on this site! I PRO-GODAMN-MISE!

Good news is, I just updated SHOUT!'s band of the week, so here is an extract of the blog :)


"Hey all,

Christmas is in three days, and as of now I am looking out of the window and all I see are bright lights all over the streets and buildings where it's not snowing and warm right where I am.


Maybe it is snowing where you are, so keep warm while you check out our new band of the week, The Red Chord!

You can check out the full set photos of The Red Chord's set at Mayhem Festival, taken by Jacki Spencer, our photo editor :) I promise you that they are an awesome set of photos!

Alright, no matter what your plans are for this holidays, SHOUT! team would like to wish you a Merry Christmas and may you have a wonderful one this year and every year! Let your hair down and stay safe!



Cheers,
SHOUT! team"

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Till the next update,
<3